Sunday's definitely not a Fun-day
It's been gloomy all day, with clouds seemingly unsure to stay or to go.
Anyway, common tests are finalllyyy over. The 2 weeks of preparation and tests were hell, totally. Never felt so unprepared and unsure about my stuff before. I'm either getting dumber, or lazier, or both. I feel both, really.
What keeps me going is the pressure to do well academically. My parents don't show their expectations or demand anything, but I can just feel and sense how badly they want me to excel and get the distinctions. I fear disappointment... not disappointing myself, but disappointing my parents who deserve so much more that what they have now.
For that, I shall keep TRYING to work hard.
This post sure complements the post title ;p
Anyway, common tests are finalllyyy over. The 2 weeks of preparation and tests were hell, totally. Never felt so unprepared and unsure about my stuff before. I'm either getting dumber, or lazier, or both. I feel both, really.
What keeps me going is the pressure to do well academically. My parents don't show their expectations or demand anything, but I can just feel and sense how badly they want me to excel and get the distinctions. I fear disappointment... not disappointing myself, but disappointing my parents who deserve so much more that what they have now.
For that, I shall keep TRYING to work hard.
This post sure complements the post title ;p




